"I wanna be famous because there are not that many positive role models out there. I can honestly say I could be one of them. I saw today modonna being featured as a possible mother of the year award. she's no role models. I'd be so embarrassed to have her even as an aunt. I'm nineteen, and all my life I have never fit in. I was always different, also an outsider. I know each is special in their own way, but I believe that I could make a different. I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs. I do like to go out and camp and have fun at times. I believe I'm a positive influence on those that try to get to know me. "